Real Happiness.

Walking into something isn’t that easy as we think it to be, there are judgments everywhere and we keep on hiding from them. Are we actually happy with what we are now? Or we are just living a life with what others want to see us like? I heard someone crying over to the corner of the room where nobody will actually look into, or no one to judge her. That moment made me realize that sometimes we should let our tears just let go, not cause we are weak, but just sometimes they are the best thing to feel better, in today’s world, there are people all around us and we have to show them the fake of what we are, the stronger of us. Today it felt like the only time we can only show ourselves is in our bedroom inside where we all hide a lot of tears a lot more of fears, from the one we did face or are not strong enough to even give them a try. After she did cry her heart out, a part of me wanted to ask her about the reason behind it, but yes the other part resisted me to just let the things they were. But somehow she just sat next to me, be it the coincidence or be it the fate, we were both strangers to one another and like every other we did put up on a fake smile on our faces and behaved as we didn’t care enough to know what the other is going through, but deep inside one soul wanted to speak her heart out while the other wanted to calm her down. And finally, I did ask her out what did make her this weak, and astoundingly her reply was, she didn’t know the reason for the same, she just wanted to let her emotions go off for a while just cause she felt like so. And this made me realize that sometimes you don’t need to ask for someones else acknowledgment and let your emotions flow by yourself.

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