Magic Letters of my life

Ever wondered where we end up after being dead? I mean who starts an article or the so-called blog with death. But I can, since there is no one to stop me. So much for positivity and self-righteousness.

I want to communicate to everyone who reads this, as I think this is more comfortable. This is where I label myself “Introvert”. If you come across some genuinely relatable stuff that you see, please do leave a comment in the end or think about all the introverts who want to burst out with their opinions. I do want to keep this short but who knows what my mind decides.

People say we only live once, and we should live to the fullest. Like, does everyone get this to accomplish? Merely a question I ask myself.

I want to take you to my past and present and hopefully my future like how Kamal Hasan did in Hey Ram (classic example, right). My age is 8 or 10 and I see stuff like cartoons and the real world where the things I mostly do are wake up, eat, study, have conversations with society like friends, neighbourhood (family too by default, duh). So, that world was small and there was nothing to think ahead. So, if I had asked the W questions from that time, maybe I would have got a clear head. You may wonder what these W questions are. And some of you may know it as WHAT and WHY. And, you are right. Basically, this is the solution to any problem which I failed to realize during that time.

So, the kid me is now evolving to teen. Mind that growing is different from evolving. I tend to see a wider spectrum. I got to know new things and I wanted to be everything. I wanted to go to space. I wanted to be a detective. I wanted to be a superhero. I wanted to be in the army. I wanted to be of something rather than the normal being. Technically there is nothing wrong with wishing something. But just wishing won’t do anything. So, the next magic letter is E. And E is for the effort.

Surviving teenage is tricky because you never know what will happen. There is always something written for you which would be so different that it would either surprise you or destroy you which will further enhance your view. So, this phase is where you come across love, hate, lust, drugs and other experimentative things. If you ask the current me, I would say you need to have all those being a human being. And as a human being, you should know where to stop and what to develop.

People tend to see embarrassment and disappointments as failure. This is where the next letter comes. The letter I. No one can guess this letter. This is “If” only. If only you had the courage to talk to her. If only you had taken the chances. If only you had taken the leap. If only I did not waste my time. If only I did what I had to do. If only I did not lose what I meant to have. If only I had not let go.

Then comes a phase where you mature and grow. Growth and maturity are not interlinked if you ask me. So, you kind of know what to do. And this “kind of” is still not complete. You may get a chance to see some other person going through the same thing that you went through. Flashbacks of your past will or may haunt you. So, the next letter is M. “Moving” on is the key.

So, if I had to write a letter to my younger me and the future me, it would say something like “Go for it if you desire but keep in mind the effort and regrets”

Here I am still wondering if I had just existed or lived. If I had just existed, I wouldn’t have known what life is and if this is life as we call it then there is more to it is what I believe. Thank you for the time you have taken to read my scribble and hope to meet you again soon.

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